May 16, 2007
Today, as i wake up i am happy knowing the man that I love was on my side..It's a good feeling that u have the chance to watch him while he's sleeping, to hear him breathing and even saw his smiles while he sleep..but then IS THAT SMILE FOR ME? I always wondering if he's dreaming about me...
I am happy because I am with him but SADDENED with the situation I am with..He doesn't know that I am crying at his side because I am hurting and I don't think if he cares..He doesn't care about me...and not even appreciate all the things that i've done to him.. I don't know if he knows that I am existing in his life..I know that he needs me..i know it and i can feel it but then needs not enough for me..I want something..I am not asking him to love or even try to love me..all I want is a LITTLE CARE...
2007-05-28 @ 01:33