Bless the man that I LOVE
Always keep him safe while he drive
Make his heart a humble one
And may his kindness stay in his heart...

I was really HURT...

When the man that I love brought me home with all of my things, knowing that time was the last time that I will see him, the last time that I could be with him..

I am expecting this things to happen..but I didn't expect that it can be worst like this, that I could be hurt like this.... HURT that I almost wish that it will be better for me to die than to live without him..I AM REALLY, REALLY HURT right now, HURT that I don't want the night to come coz the pain will be worst... without seeing and hearing him breathing and that I don't want to wake up in the morning without him on my side..surely my nights will be sleepless and many tears i will shed..Why do I need to be HURT by the man that I LOVE with all my LIFE...

Oh, how I was really HURT.... I did everything, I gave him my heart and my soul..I even bowed down on my knees for him to LOVE ME..but still I can't have his heart..Where did I go wrong? Is my LOVE not enough?...Why do I need to get HURT?...